give me faith

Father, 

I feel like I can't escape my faults. Father, how does one mess up this badly? I don't feel like I deserve a second chance. 

I don't know if I can carry my cross today, Father. Please give me the strength. I don't ever want to be apart from You anymore. I don't want to do things by myself because I know I'll always mess it up. I'm just like Peter, Father, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 

Please, take over. I know this is a daily battle, and I'm asking You with all my heart to please take over my mind, my heart, my life, my everything. I don't want to do me anymore