I think it's ironic that the last time I posted here, it was about the Paris shooting.
I'm not sure who still reads this, if any. But I still like a place where I can, to some degree, gather my thoughts.
Within the past 48 hours, there were more shootings. I'm still trying to come to terms with all of it. I have so many questions, but not enough answers.
Or maybe...do we already have all our answers, but we're just not asking the right questions?
To the families of the loss, the too many that were lost, I'm praying for you as well. I don't understand how is it possible to harbor so much hate for people. Are we not showing enough love to each other? Is it poor parenting? I don't know. This is all beyond complex and incredibly difficult to sort out. We know human nature is the root of the issue, but are we asking how we can solve it? Is that the right question to ask? We are humans, after all. Who are we to judge, but only to love?
Rest in peace, Christina Grimmie. You were one of my inspirations, we all loved you so much. I'm praying for your family and everyone who is trying to get through this tragedy. I know you are in a better place now. I know you are next to our Father, and I know that you are looking down and smiling at us, telling us not to mourn too much but to live on joyously, fruitfully, and to spread as much love as we humanly can. That was what you did, and you inspired people to no end. In the meantime, you'll probably be singing to all the angels in Heaven and inspiring them too.
Death is not dying. I'll see you in Heaven, Christina, and maybe then Gracie and I can sing with you?
PS: give some of them a break at SSB's too, okay? Not everyone is as good as you!
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Now that I vented about the cruelties of the world...
Guys, I found the love of my love :) Meet Gracie, my sweetheart.
What else do I wanna say here other than I love her to death? Well, I love her so incredibly much I don't know what to do with myself...
We're in a LDR right now, and it only really threw in a few pickles here and there, but otherwise, I can't wait to spend the rest of time with you, my love. x)
Alright, I should go check in at the security gate and grab some lunch soon ish.
But yes, I have only been working otherwise, I have one month of work left, and I move to my apartment in July! School starts Aug 3rd, with two days before being orientation.
Gracie is planning to come visit in a few weeks, and if I remember, I will update this blog with how my apartment goes and more updates when Gracie visits.
Be safe everyone, and keep sharing the love.
