reason or no reason?

I should jot this down before I forget again

I was thinking the other day, about how we justify certain actions or explain why something is the way it is.

good to you

Everyone's around, no words are coming out
And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound
And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up
And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when you need it
And I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone
And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you
I would

I thought I saw a sign, somewhere between the lines
Maybe it's me, maybe I only see, what I want
But I still have your letter, just got caught between
Someone I just invented, and who I really am and who I've become

And I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone
Ad I do want you know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you
You bring me higher
Yeah
I would

And I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone
And I do want you know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you
I'd be good to you
I'd be good to you
I'd be so good to you...

perfectness

I think this is the first time I've felt this absolute perfectness that I simply cannot match, something so amazing and special that I don't deserve. It's not a feeling of lowering who I am, but rather a realization of how more perfect you actually are. Like reading something absolutely perfect and realizing you can never write with that perfection. Like a man looking up at an angel.

And as hurtful as it is, I'm ok with it because I know I'm not being selfish.

-h-

keeping this projector in my room

This is the setup in my room for the night, FRIENDS on projector. Pardon the freeze screen of Ross and Rachel :3 But seriously how sick is this?

Had a FRIENDS night by myself, it was good...and bad (got to a bad part of the series :'[ but w/e) 

I wish you're here. :') 

Oh yea, family bought a GPA-killer (a Wii). Can't bring it to college yet-maybe next semester.