It's 3:30 am and I can't fall asleep.
Probably has something to do with that cup of tea. And my restless mind. I though writing some down would help me sleep a bit better later.
Let's see what's on my mind...
I'm kinda hungry...But I'm not gonna go get food...mad work.
Just finished season 7 of FRIENDS. I won't spoil anything, but I just want to thank Chandler for not doing the worst thing possible. He almost did, but omg was I glad that he didn't >.> That was too close, Chandler. And Rachel? I should've seen that comin' xD I'm really happy about how it's going now. I'm liking this. :)
This all reminded me of that short short story thing I wrote a little while back. I think I might continue it, make a part two. Something about her being adopted and a jar. Yea, let me do that tomorrow.
On another note, I saw Bourne Legacy earlier today. It reminded me what the biochemistry field can do and what knowledge we can acquire can allow us to do. To an extend it's almost a reality check for me. The movie was telling me what I could do, for damnable purposes or the better good. Either one, I could honestly do stuff that can change the lives of everyone. Things discovered could be used for war, or to create cures. The possibilities struck me and I got a bit scared of what this field has to offer. It didn't so much make me rethink my interest or anything, but just kinda like a smack in the head, a wake-up call to what this world is about. Now I'm just thinking to myself, "damn, Tim, you know you could very well end up discovering/engineering something amazing that can completely change the world?" Oh man, go you Tim lol (ok I'm done.)
Also, I ran into E yesterday. At Staples. For the third time. I was totally not expecting to see her, like she hadn't crossed my mind in a while now. And then boom, there she was. It was very very nice to see her though, and she's doing so well. I'm so happy for her. I recall she saying she's going abroad next semester. Oh I'm so excited for her. She leaves on the 2nd I think so I gotta call her up for coffee/scallion pancakes before then.
I gotta do more research on research next semester. I know I said I've figured out what my schedule will be (with a research, of course) but now I'm having second doubts, as to how many advanced electives I want to take. I want to balance out some time for MCAT studying also because I really want to at least take some time off from any work this break after that chaotic semester. Yea I know my GPA will drop a little bit and I'd feel bad if I don't study some MCAT and just chill but honestly, I'm tired from work. I really really am. The real issue here is a friend wants to study together. Having a study buddy is very nice but now it means I have to re-balance things a bit more... *sigh*
That reminds me, there are a few books I want to read/reread and that will definitely cut into this whole study thing. UGH damnit.
And I need to find an otolaryngologist. I think my keep apnea is getting worst zz. Apparently my doctor a few year back is no longer at the hospital I went to so I guess I need to find another...
OH I still need to find people to go see Les Mis with. Who wants to go see it with me sometime soon? :) Hit me up!
Yea and there's this annoying bug bite or something on my leg that's killing me :(
Damn, there are too many thoughts...
It's almost 4 now. I'm finally a little drowsy. Ugh I'm gonna be a zombie tomorrow...I think I might peace out now, I hope no one in my timezone is still up at this hour lol.
I hope everyone is sleeping like babies atm :3
