a bit of this, a lot of that

I know, D. Sometimes we just want to feel close to someone. Sometimes, I just want to feel close to someone. I've lost that dear treasure. I didn't even take it for granted and it still slipped away and I don't know what to do. I'm scared, I'm so scared. I don't know when I will feel that again. I really don't. Do you feel that pain? 

Sadness you need to get the hell out of my heart, I really don't have time for you. I...guess this means that my jar can't hold you much longer, sadness. There are too many cracks and you just keeps going at it. 

Who's gonna clean up the mess? I know I can't.