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I don't know what to say, besides from saying I hope you're okay. 

I know God will take care of you if you lean into Him. And I'm glad I can't do any more damage. 

I hope you're able to get out of the program so you don't have to travel so far away from your family. 

I also feel I don't know how I can face you again. Or your parents. Or your siblings. I can't say sorry enough for how much of an ungodly person I was. I know I'll just melt into a pathetic mess. If God wants me to do it, then I will. Just whatever God wants me to do. 

I still pray for you and I hope you are letting God work in your life too. That way, I know you'll find joy, and that's enough for me.